Don't Tell Me What's Gonna Happen Next

Whoops! Haven't been on here for a while again!

Well, to be exact.. I have.. (OEH! Bad Me!) But I just didn't want to wast any of your time with all my boring rambeling about everything..

So.. where did we leave off??
Right! My sick being?

Well.. I'm okay again xD Obviously..

Haven't been doing much interesting..
Saw New Moon and I'm now even more Team Jacob!! =D

So.. *nervous giggle*

RIGHT! Back to the point.. *eyes wander off*
*sigh* shouldn't have inserted a picture...

Did nothing much of interest.. I worked for the first time at my new job =D
And it wen't fantastic!

Got ill again.. two days this time, really REALLY bad.. So let me hear some aaahww.. *Listens*
-_-" Not really impressing..

Wen't to Amsterdam and bought absolutely nothing!! =D
Very proud off myself for that actually..
Cause I have absolutely no money.. and with no money I mean my back acount says this; 00,00
Yes, no money..
So if I would enter shops I'd only get depressed! Cause I want the stuff! But I can't! Cause I don't have money!
So I don't enter the shops in the first place..
SO! I'm a very good strong girl for being able to do that!! It was reaalllyy hard, believe me..
But I did it! =D DID IT DID IT DID IT!

And now I'm making a "Surprise" - that's what it's called in Holland..
Cause you see, next Saturday it will be Sinterklaas. What is kind of the Dutch version of Santa Claus but then everything the opposite..
And like they have "Secret Santa" in other countries, we have "Surprises"..
It's kinda the same.. You buy a present for someone, and that someone doesn't know you bought it, only we added something. We have to make this sort of piñata-like thing around our present.
We don't have to start hitting it! That's not it xD
But we do have to make something funny..
I once got a lipstick, a Harry Potter, a Potato dressed like me, a mirror, a hat and loads of other things that make absolutely no sense.. But that's the just the fun..

So this year I have to do it for my cousin.. And she's always doing something.. So I'm making a "Busy Bee" =D
And it looks that cute that I think I'm gonna keep it myself!! =D

Unfortunatly, I can't.. *Mweeh!*
But at least I'm gonna make her very happy with it..

Haven't got anything else to say really.. So.. That was a quick catch up =D

The Whole World Is Upside Down

So today was quite an experience!!

Well actually not.. Cause I was ill at home..

Yay!!

I can't really say what is wrong with me.. but it's not good.. I dó know that I'm absolutely knackered, of what? I don't know! Which frustrates me cause than I can't even do something about it either!

So what do you do next?
Lay in bed all day with your laptop on your lap feeling sorry for yourself..

I did watch some good movies, Up and A Christmas Carol..
Both AMAZING movies! If you ever get the chance to watch them - DO IT DO IT DO IT!!

Had my acting-class again today (After a lot of begging I was allowd to go)
It was fun.. But my friend still annoys me.. She says she wants to get drunk all-the-freaking-time! And then when the time comes to get absolutely pissed she orders a f'ing diet coke.. HOW LAME IS THAT?!

And now she wants to throw a christmas party with us, so she can get absolutely drunk, but why would you give a christmas party to get drunk if you won't drink in the end?
Now my brain doesn't really work on it's full capasity right now, but at least I still know that you're going to have to drink something that contains alcohol to get drunk right? It's the only way! I'm sorry! *not*

Oh.. and then this other thing..
This really pisses me off!!
Everybody is cursing about "The youth of these days!"
They're all talking about which way it is all going, drugs, alcohol, raping, loverboys, etc. etc.

Well I think I just found it's course!
This days music that is shown on TV and played on the radio..
IT'S A CRIME!
Seriously!! Today I saw the new video of Beyonce and Lady Gaga - Video Phone..
*Click here for the video*
This is just redicilous.. She's talking about having sex *mind the unmissable panting* and that you can tape it with your "Video phone"..
HELLO!! PEOPLE!! SHE IS ACTUALLY TALKING ABOUT MAKING PORN ON A FUCKING PHONE!!
Why aren't there any bells ringing?!
You've got the couse right under your nose! This is what makes this days youth! Sexistic beats that are herousing themselves on the telly!
It's freaking rediculous.. I can get SO mad about these things!!
I feel like killing these "Artists"..
You can't call this music anymore.. You really can't..
Bring back Elvis and Frank Sinatra please =[
The BeeGees, Abba? Anything..
You can take Lady Gaga and all those other sluts in return..

What things to think about when you're ill =']
XxX

So Early even the wind was still asleep

So today was my early day.. And I survived! But barely..

First thing hapenned was, I was actually the only one.. ( Apart from some poch kids from theother class who I really don't like and even less after today)
So that was great..
Next thing was, we didn't have anything to do till 8:30.. THEN WHY THE HELL DID THEY MAKE US COME TO SCHOOl AT 7??!!
So that kinda sucked.. But when more people came it was actually kinda fun.. I think people saw another side of me today =P

Had some awkward moments (People holding my and taping my mouth o_O Yeah.. I know)
Some weird moments ( Fell asleep on a table and the started to make pictures..)
Some funny moments ( Me and a boy had a beer and got really funny)
Some very stupid and irresponsible moments (I actually had a beer to much an am now all like "WHOEEHEEOOOEHHSHH" in my head..)

So to go on about that last moment.. I regret it soo much.. I can barely focus at one point at the moment and I'm really surprised I can still type..
I really wouldn't care if I didn't have anything important to do tonight. BUT I DO!
So I'm in deep trouble o.O
I have a information-evening tonight for my NEW JOB!
So.. this is going to leave a very good impression on them.. *ahum*

And now I'm desprate.. Scared I'll leave a bad impression at my work, scared my parents will find out, scared I won't even make it to my work..
AHH!
To much fear in this world!

"Slowly, Gently, Night Unfurls It's Splendour"

So I survived another day of biting teachers and the joy of being a girl..

Compared to other things in my life this day was actually quite easy!

Things between me and a boy from my class are getting easier by the day. I think one day he could seriously be one of my best friends! We can have a good talk. I need someone to talk to, someone close.
The good thing about this is, he trusts me, blindly. He wants to tell me everything in his life, even his darkes secrets. He wants me to be his friend!
I think this is the start of a great friendship!

Also I'm developing a rather weird obsession with "The Phantom Of The Opera".. I had one of these Phantom-phases earlier in my oh so long life..
So I'm quite surprised that I'm having one again. I immidiately started searching for guitar-chords and I found some really good ones =D
So I'll be happy in my free time..

Something bad now.. Or good, it's just the way you look at it..
Tomorrow I'll have to be at school by 7:00AM.. That is EARLY!
I guess I shouldn't have said yes, so it actually is my own fault..
But still.. I like to moan about my own mistakes =]
Basicly.. There is some kind of market for people who are in the boards of ROC-schools.. Which is the school I'm on..
So this means that all the students on the school are bound to be eaten by mean CEOs and teachers and other mean school people!
What's even worse than that - Yes it can be worse! - I'm a Santa's helper, so to speak.. I have to answer everybody's questions. I told you it could be worse..
But it's good practice right?
I'll survive.. *sigh* School from 7:00AM till 17:00PM

AAHHH!!!

"How long does it take before we die?"

So I might as well just kick off with the heavy stuff..

So tomorrow school will start again, as it is Sunday today. Normally I don't have much against school, it's the only place that I can actually hang around people that don't judge me for every single thing I do.

But last Friday I picked up my new timetable. Again, usually I really don't care when I'm at school. Cause I don't have a life anyway! *cough*
But this time it really really sucks!
I'll write it down for you..

Monday: 9:15 - 15:30
Tuesday: Day off
Wednesday: 9:15 - 16:15
Thursday: 9:15 - 16:15
Friday: 9:15 - 16:15

So.. You might think "What's the fuss? You don't have to go there on Tuesday!"
I'll tell you! Look at the other times! This means I won't be home 'till 5 every other day!
My parents already nag about every little thing I do wrong.. Might just as well not be home in time to do my chores..

I guess I'll live.. It's only for two and half months..

A First

Well.. First of all I just want to say that; usually I don't do these blog-things..

But we all have those moments in our lives that we think: "Hey! Let's do something new!"

So I don't know about you.. But I know I do =']

And I'm having one right now! So that's why this blog..

I'm kinda in a friendless period right now, I have barely anyone to talk to..
So this Blog-thing is kind of a lame replacement for a friend..

So this is a new era of my life!
(And you'll find out I'm not really thát lame to actually replace friends for a blog)