You are

My hands are useless without you holding them..

My arms are empty without you in them..

My lips are cold without you kissing them..

My brain is numb without you around to keep them alive..

My heart is just a pump without you to give it a meaning..

You're this deep already

I've so been neglecting my blog lately..

And I feel soo bad for it..

Dork..

A whale's penis is called a dork

Die for your lottery tickets!

The chances of you dying on the way to get your lottery tickets is greater than your chances of winning.

You're Driving Me Crazy

You walked into the room and stole my heart,

You're driving me crazy,

I don't know what to do without your love

There's something about the way you look tonight

You're driving me crazy,
Only you can do it right

Just a little whisper from you lips now,

Just a little startle from your kiss now,

Just a little sunshine from your smile,

I think that you're clever,

I love you for ever..

I'm craving for you..

I'm craving for your arms around me

Your kisses in my neck

Your breathing in my ear

Your heart, beating, reassuringly against mine,

My head on your shoulder

Your sweet whispered words in the dark

Your blazing hot hands on the bare skin of my back

Your shy giggle

Your annoying-ness

I want it all

I want all of you

All of this and more

Give me all you got

Running

There's an awfull lot of running since he's been in my life..

I feel so guilty

I didn't eat this morning.. 

I fainted right in front of him.
I think I scared the living day out of him!
I'm so ashamed..

If he didn't catch me I probably would have hit my head very bad..

Now he keeps asking if I'm okay and stuff, saying he's worried..
Which is totally sweet!

But I just feel guilty that he's worried about me..

I never faint.
This is the second time in my life that I fainted..
Last time was when I was 11..
I'm 18 now..

It felt so weird..

He was so sweet =]

When do you know..?

When do you know you can totaly give yourself to someone..

When do you know it's time to stop being scared?
When can you let the wall around you crumble down to the floor?

When is it okay to just.. let it happen..

No matter the consequences, no matter if it's wrong or right..

When can you feel something, just because it feels good?
When can you stop feeling guilty..

When can you be selfish and just think about yourself?

When is it the time to just push through?

I like who I am..
I don't want to change now.

2011

My good intentions for 2011.. Or whatever it's called..

- Be good to my boyfriend

- Pass my exams!
- Get that 2-person matrass

- Stop buying clothes

- Try to hit my little brother less

- hang out with my neece more often

- Do more REAL stuff with my friends instead of just hanging around at home and "talk about our feelings"

- Eat healthier

- Try to find a sport that suits me, and I'm able to keep up with

- Buy a new television

- Find out the meaning of life

- Figure out what you want to be after you graduate

- Figure out what course you want to take if you'll pass your exams

- Have a real conversation with my ex

- See my grandparents more often

- Be stronger in my personality outside my comfort-zone

- Do more chores around the house
- Be happy as much as I can
- DO more things, instead of just wandering around the house all the time..
- Love

Happy New Year!

Happy new year everyone!
I hope everyone will have a wonderfull year!

With love, friendship, happiness and health..

I love you guys, and let's make a SPLENDID 2011!

xXx