Top Of Embarresment

You know what's painfull?
What stabs you in the heart?
I know it might sound weird.. But it really did hurt..
Besides.. he looked so fine xO


I was working.. In the supermarket
And suddenly this guy steps up.
And I looked in his eyes and all I thought was; "Crap"
Obviously I immidiatly turned red!
It was the guy I had a major crush on when I was around 8?
Big deal.. Well for me it was..
It never "Worked out"? Never even made a move..

But I saw in his eyes he recognized me. He SAW me!
He knew who I was!
Though he just pretended like he didn't..
But he did..
And I know he remembered I had a crush on him..

The thing with his eyes was, it was like he was scared
Like he actually thought I might fall in love with him again..
It freaked me out!
I was so embarresed!
Didn't know what to say to him..
So I just acted like I didn't know who he was
How low and week of me...

What was even more sad?
After he left the first thing I thought was;
"I have to blog this!"