I Just really like spring I guess

Geez..
In the past week I've spend three updates about spring..

I just really love spring I guess (A)

















































Pssst!!
Not to bitch or anything!
But this actually makes it 4 cause this is about updates about spring!
I'm so pathetic..

Let The Spring Begin

The trees are tired,
tired of the cold,
still lazely asleep,
not feeling like renewing their coats with summer fur

The grass is happy,
Happy to finaly feel the warming sun on their stelms,
Happy to shine in their brightest color of green,
To color op the tired scenery

The flowers are shy
Not knowing if it is their time to shine yet,
Anxious to show their colors,
But not willing to wait for the full sun

The clouds are patient,
Knowing the time of cold is over,
But yet not ready to say goodbye to the old,
Still watching over the past.

Don't be scared clouds,
Let the sunshine come through,
Let the past go,
Let the Spring begin

SPRING SPRING SPRING!

I absolutly love the weather these days!
It's wonderfull!!
It seriously feels like a treat ever those freezing days and I'm enjoying every moment of sun =D
It makes me feel so happy and lucky

Makes me want to jump around like a little lamb xD

During spring and summer I always feel happy..
I don't really know why, I just do..
Walking around without a jacket,going to lakes and beaches to swim.
Have nice long walks in the sun with my Ipod on full volume xD
Have fun in the grass with my neeces,
Have brunches at my grandparents campsite,
Ly in the sun all day in the garden,
Going on summer holiday,
Fall in love with the flowers,
Bright colors everywhere!
Newborn animals!
Bikerides with cool wind in your face past ponds and fields,
A smile on everybody's face
Reading books in the sun,Drink loads of Rosébeer xD

I love this season! I love it love it love it!
I can't wait to start fully enjoy it (A)

LONDON!

I'M GOING TO LONDON BITCHES!!
I'M GOING TO THE BRILLIANT BRITISH LANDS!
Can't beat that you wankers!

You better eat your veggies, cause we're going to trash down every shop in London Town =D

"There's no place like London!" - Sweeney Todd

Vaarwel (Dutch Poem)

Vaarwel

Kijkend door een lange laan, omringd door bomen

Sta ik aan het eind van een weg te dromen

Dorre, gele blaadjes vallen langzaam op de herfst wind naar beneden

Nu pas voel ik dat er een paar tranen naar beneden zijn gegleden

Ik sluit mijn ogen en de wind blaasd door mijn haren

niks dat dit gevoel kan evenaren

de pijn, het verdriet, jouw vaarwel

over mijn lichaam kruipt kippenvel

ik veeg mijn tranen weg

jouw verdwijnen zonder uitleg

ik draai me om..

Vaarwel

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Written by me

Spring Is At Our Doorstep

Life's great Life's wonderful!
And I'm stupid cause it was only 3 hours ago that I yelled through a classroom that life sucked ass xD
So.. Awkward much?
naah everybody has that xD

BUT! When I screamed it I didn't knew it was such nice weather outside =D
Sun is shining bright above in the sky,
A nice cool breeze flies trough the air,
Colorful flowers are peeking from the grass,
The smell of grass lingering everywhere I go.
I LOVE IT! =D

Spring is at our doorstep,
and I can't wait for it to ring the bell so I can open the door =D

Boredom and Smoking

So what did I do today?
Pretty much nothing..
I looked for album covers on internet so I could put them with my songs on Itunes xD
Cause I don't like it when I don't have a picture with my song ¬¬
And that's pretty pathetic..
Please say I am?

Next to that I can actually say of myself being pathetic..
Is it weird that I hate myself for some things I do?
Is it weird that I hate having those neurotic things that I just HAVE to do even if I hate to do it?
I think it's weird..
I'm like.. sooo weird xD

Sometimes I can really get pissed of with smoking..
I don't get it! I JUST DON'T GET IT?!
Which idiot can nowedays still think; "Hmm.. My life is so miserable, I don't care about throwing my life away, I don't care about the fact that I might die of it, I don't care that it's a very in-social thing to do, I only care about me, so I'm gonna start smoking!"
I don't get it! I just don't!!
There are so many messages everywhere about how bad smoking is, and still there are some idiots that still thing it's cool to start smoking or whatever.. Whatever their reason is,
I don't care what their reason is, I don't wanna know what their reason.
It's bad, and that's the end of it. PERIOD!
And it stinks! It stinks so bad!
Everytime I have to walk past someone who smokes I take a big gulp of air and hope I can walk very fast or else I'll have to breath in their filthy smokey air!
It's so stupid!

And I feel sorry for those who wanna quit smoking, really..
I can understand that it's hard, (on the other hand, you should have thought of that before you started smoking!)
and I wish I could help making it easier.. But I can't..
I admire those who wanna quit, those who REALLY wanna quit..
Cause it requires some self-dicipline, a lot!
I hate the smokers who say "yeah yeah! I'm gonna quit! And I really mean it this time I'm gonna try it!"
And than a they just keep smoking..
And I have lost my respect for those who quitted smoking and two months later they start again..
They're just weak, they don't want it enough..
Hard, but true!

And then there are those that smoke "light"-cigarettes..
O-M-G?!
If it's for "lighter taste" or whatever that's just sick.. For taste? For real?! They do it for taste?!
I can never ever imagine that being tasty!
And if they do it because they think it's less bad..
Well then they already smoked their brains out!
Just because you smoke light cigarettes it doesn't make you less a smoker!

I might sound very hypocrite right now.
Especially because I never even touched a cigarette and have no idea what it's like!
But this is just how I think about it..
I'm sorry if I piss anyone off or whatever..
I don't mean to hurt your feelings..
I just don't get why anyone would want to smoke..
There are better ways for fitting in, or having something to do or something like that..
If think it feels good? There are more things that feel even better then smoking!

I don't think there's a good reason for smoking, I don't think there's an excuse for smoking.
If it was up to me?
I'd just make cigarettes very very very expensive.
Sure a pack of cigarettes is not worth them 40 euros xP

Loveliest Love Lyrics

I was thinking to myself, there are so many lyrics that I love!
And I wish I could just put them all in my msn name =P
Or on hyves..Or on twitter..
Or on here..
But I can't so I thought..
Let's make a list of lyrics I love =D
So here are some of my favourite love lyrics =]
Enjoy!
x

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"Come away with me, and we'll kiss, on a mountaintop"
Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
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"You're here, there's nothing I fear"
Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On

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"When I am an old man, and live by the sea, will your thoughts fly to me"
Keane - Fly To Me

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"Will you just hold me tight and never let me go"

"If You Would Tell Me To Get Lost, I'd Ask How Far Away"
A Rocket To The Moon - Baby We're Invinceble

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"Put your head on my shoulder, hold me in your arms, baby squeeze me oh so tight, show me, That you love me to"
Michael Bublé - Put Your Head On My Shoulder

***"I've been away to long, and every day I miss you more and more and more, You look like you did before, only pretier, everyday I love you more"
Keane - Love You More

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"So when you're near me, darling, can't you hear me, SOS, But the love you gave, me nothing else can save me, SOS, When you're gone, how can I even try to go on"
ABBA - SOS

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"I will sing you morning lullabies, you are beautiful, and peaceful this way, I know you have to close your eyes, Let me help you, I'll sing you to sleep, with morning lullabies"
Ingrid Michaelson - Morning Lullabies
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"Never knew, I could feel like this, want to vanish inside your kiss"
Moulin Rouge

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"With you, every word you say is like a song, With you, everything is obvious, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, I found you"
Teddy Geiger - Hallelujah
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"I can hardly wait, I woke up in a world that's suddenly heart-shaped" "Bells, Let them hear the bells, I thought you should hear the bells, Ringing in my heart"
Laura Jansen - Bells

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"I promised I would never leave you, and you should always know, wherever you may go, wherever where you are, I'll never will be far away"

"Goodnight my angel now it's time to sleep, and still so many things I want to say, remember all the songs you sang for me, when we went sailing on an emerald bay"

"Someday all may be gone, but lullabies go on and on, they never die, that's how you and I will be"
Billy Joel - Lullaby Goodnight My Angel

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"Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime, Lead me, save me from my sollitude Say you'll want me with you here, beside you, anywhere you go let me go to, Love me that's all I ask of you"
Phantom Of The Opera - All I Ask Of You

***"I won't be lonely when I'm down, cause I've got you, To make me feel stronger, When the days are rough, And an hour seems much longer"
McFly - I've Got You

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"I know that it's so cliché, To tell you that everyday, I spend with you is a new best day of my life"
Relient K - Must Have Done Something Right

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"In the still of the night, I held you, held you tight, For I love, love you so, Promise I never, let you go, In the still of the night"Boys to Men - In The Still Of The Night

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"Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not" "There's only 1 way, 2 say, those 3 words, 4 you, I love you"
Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4

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What Do You Do When You're Bored And At School?

At school.

At school bored.

What do you do when you're bored and at school?

Indeed, you blog! =D

I'm starting to look normal again =D Yay!
Be gone!! Eczema!!
Right when I was getting used to no make-up..
Now I feel ugly because I'm still not allowed to wear make-up..
AARGH!!

Why is life so hard?!

Dunno if I told this but me and my acting class might get on tv (H)

And It's AWESOME!!

It's local TV though..

BUT STILL TV SO IT'S AWESOME!! =D

It's not really official yet,

BUT STILL IT'S AWESOME!!

Okay I'll stop it..
We still have to arrange dates, and camera's and that sorta stuff xD
But today the TV dude is coming by our class and I'm so nervous =D
SO nervous =D
I'm probably nervous for nothing like I always am..
(Damn.. Going to the toilet every 15 minutes for nothing..)
But I'm sure it's going to be fun =D
Like it always is ;)

I'll keep you posted about it =D

xXx

Silly

My heart is makeing silly dances in my chest

while my longs move along to the music in my head

Confession Making Time!

Confession Making Time!!

I don't even have half a page for my story yet..
*OUCH!*
I've been too busy being hurt, or doing nothing, or looking at my horrible face, and beeing sad after looking at my horrible face..
AND GOING TO MY MUMS PARTY! ( which was awesome for those who wanna know ;) )

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I wanted to diet and do sit-ups every night..
Well I quit the diet after a week, and I quit the sit-ups after two..
FAIL!

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I stole a dress from my art-center and I never returned it xD
BAD!

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Today I escaped from ticketcheckers(or whatever they're called in english I'm still dutch and don't know every single word allright?! STOP TROLLIN'!!)
two times! I escaped them two times xD
I feel soo awesome now!!
Bad thing is that I've been skipping fairs now for almost 3 years..
That's just bad..

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I steel my mums chocolate xD
Hey I'm a girl xO Don't look at me like that xO

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I've been a crazy Jonas Brothers fangirl..
Yeah I know..
It was only for 2 months though!!

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I've been obsessed with asian music and the boys that sang it 0=]
What? they were really hot..
And topless they were just to die for >_<

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I once lit a candle in church without paying for it =]
Is that bad? Or is it sweet that I really wanted to light a candle for someone and took the risk of getting caught stealing candle's in church?
I dunno..

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As a kid I once said to my grandma she was a stupid witch..
Yeah my friendlyness already began when I was really young 0=]

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I've once send a boy 4 loveletters..
one boy, 4 loveletters..
That's how crazy I was about him =']
I feel soo stupid for doing it now..
He wasn't even worth it..

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I just couldn't not let you guys see this xD



It's so freaking brilliant =']
I love it xD
I even managed to get it stuck in my head..

She Has Had A Good And Full Life

Ladies and Gentlemen..
I have some very sad news to tell..
My precious Ipod has passed away..


Let's hope she went to a better place..
She has had a good and full life,
and we will defenitly won't forget her..


Well..
Maybe I will xD
Cause I already ordered a replacement =D=D=DIt's a Ipod Nano 5th Generation WITH camera and radio =D
AAAHHH!!!
It'll be here tomorrow and I'm sooo excited!! =D

I need to have it now..

Can't wait!!

Hello my lovelies!

I'm at school now supposed to be doing German..
But German always makes me feel kinda depressed in some way..
So I decided to just go on the net xD
But there's not much to do on the net when you don't have earplugs or the sites I watch at home..
So I decided to write a blog xD

THOUGH! I don't really have much to blog about =S

So it's kind of a useless blog..

Only 3 days till my mums party =D
I'm getting soo excited..

And people might not really notice it,

but I can already feel a difference with my Eczema!
You can't see it much yet, but it feels different and looks different!
I feel better =D
So I actually believe that there might come an end to this dreadfull stage of life..
AAGH! Can't wait for these spots to be gone!!

Bye for now =]

xXx

I officially have.. *read content to find out*

Hello my favourit imaginary world!
*ahum*
Another random (Well.. not too random..) Normal bloggerdieblog..

Life's been not so very interesting at the moment xD

Well.. It hasn't been boring - YES IT BLOODY WAS! -
But not enough exciting to tell you guys about it xD

Infact I've got some rather sad news =[

I officially have eczema.. ='[
And it hurts and itches and it I want to die =[
I've got it on my arms, neck and face =[
I look like f**ing Dr. Frankenstein!

For if you don't know what eczema is;
Eczema is a infection combined with extreme dry-skin.

So now I've got some cremes to put on it, and hopefully it'll be gone by 2 to 3 weeks..
TWO TO THREE WEEKS?!
Oaah! I'm not going to survive this!
The Docter said I couldn't use make-up during at least the first 2 weeks..
I'm serisously litteraly going to die now.

Coming Sunday is my mums 50th birthday party and I won't be allowed to have any make-up on!
OH MY GOD!
But I never kept to the rules xD So I'm not going to this time either..
PROBLAM SOLVED!
*sigh* I'm such a good problem solver..

OH! OH! OH!
Rather exciting news coming now =D
Last night I had one of those dreams that your imagination just go's BOOM SPLASH KABAM KAZAM KAZOO KABLOOM!
And it was amazing xO
And I loved it so much that I couldn't stop thinking about this dream either!

So.. I've decided to start writing again =]
I haven't done it in a really long time!
And I actually got really de-motivated everytime I wanted to again cause all my story ideas were just lame copies of Harry Potter, Twillight, a mix of those two, or just any other lame idea from a story I've read..
But this is really original! (Most of it at least..)
And I will give you some hints what it's about (A)
Love - Time traveling - Middle-ages - Fighting - Boys - kidnapping - secret love
That's some of the things that are in it..
If you really want to I could post some parts every once in a while?
But I'm going to write it in Dutch though..
So suck it if you can't speak the hardest language in the world!!
Muahahah..
Actually that wasn't really nice..
I'm sorry!! Love?

But I'm going now =D
My story awaits! =D

See ya next time ;)

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