Today I went to the city Delft.
Beautiful city! Lovely!
Very mysterious, and.. dark..
And at the same time such a friendly, warm, fun city!
Makes you very curious, cause on every corner of the street there something happened.
If it isn't where prins Willem van Oranje got murder by Balthasar it's something that has to do with the war.
And everywhere pretty old houses, and you can almost see ladys with long dresses and gentlmen with high hats standing in the doorways.
And when you look past the canals you can see boats with sacks of flower, and on the sides big coaches with big black horses and moody coachmen hurrying past.
I love Delft!
We went to a synagogue to. And there was a exhebition about jews in the war.
A part of my family is jewish. And had loads to do with the war.
And in the exhebition there was a whole part about my "forefathers".
My fathers grandparents to make it easy.
I saw pictures of them, and read their story's.
My grandfather fled. But his parents and sister got transfered by the germans.
And I heard they even had the chance to escape the truck they were in but didn't because they didn't want to abbandon their family that was taken at the same time.
And they were first taken to Westerborg and later transported to Auschwitsch and immidiatly got send tot he gasschambers..
It made me really sad to hear this.. It comes so close when you hear this..
My grandfather could have been taken by the Germans too..
My father wouldn't have been there then..
Nor would have I..
There was a book in that synagogue to.
A book with all the dutch jews that got send to camps and died there.
Saw their names in there. Almost a whole page with the same last name as me.
All family in some way.
It made me want to cry. But I couldn't in front of everybody.
I hate the war, how unjustified it was.
How horrible that stupid Hitler was.
There is no word bad enough to call him.
There can't be a person as bad as him.
I hate him so much.
And I hate it when people make fun of the war, or of jewish people, or anything like that.
If they don't take it seriously.
If they agree with that ass of an Hitler. Makes me wanna scratch their eyes out.
It's so heartbreaking. It breaks everytime I read or hear about it.
It's so sad.. So sad..
There's no sigh big enough that can lighten my heart about this..
Anyway =]
I don't want to say only sad things in my blog..
Cause it seems like loads of my blogs are really sad these days..
So something happy; These daily blogs are helping =D
I don't know how..
But since I'm blogging more it seems like I've got something usefull to do =P
(obviously it's not.. But it's easy to fool my mind xD Which is really weird cause without my own mind I can't fool my mind.. So now I think my two brainhalfs don't work together.. Which makes sence cause that would explain a lot of my contrary things xD)
So that's a good thing =D
I'll try to come up with more good things =]
But it's really hard for me to come up with happy things to blog about cause I'm just really confused these days..
I'm really really confused..
But I won't blog about that today cause that would make it a sad blog again =P
Maybe tomorrow..
But for now..
Goodnight
Beautiful city! Lovely!
Very mysterious, and.. dark..
And at the same time such a friendly, warm, fun city!
Makes you very curious, cause on every corner of the street there something happened.
If it isn't where prins Willem van Oranje got murder by Balthasar it's something that has to do with the war.
And everywhere pretty old houses, and you can almost see ladys with long dresses and gentlmen with high hats standing in the doorways.
And when you look past the canals you can see boats with sacks of flower, and on the sides big coaches with big black horses and moody coachmen hurrying past.
I love Delft!
We went to a synagogue to. And there was a exhebition about jews in the war.
A part of my family is jewish. And had loads to do with the war.
And in the exhebition there was a whole part about my "forefathers".
My fathers grandparents to make it easy.
I saw pictures of them, and read their story's.
My grandfather fled. But his parents and sister got transfered by the germans.
And I heard they even had the chance to escape the truck they were in but didn't because they didn't want to abbandon their family that was taken at the same time.
And they were first taken to Westerborg and later transported to Auschwitsch and immidiatly got send tot he gasschambers..
It made me really sad to hear this.. It comes so close when you hear this..
My grandfather could have been taken by the Germans too..
My father wouldn't have been there then..
Nor would have I..
There was a book in that synagogue to.
A book with all the dutch jews that got send to camps and died there.
Saw their names in there. Almost a whole page with the same last name as me.
All family in some way.
It made me want to cry. But I couldn't in front of everybody.
I hate the war, how unjustified it was.
How horrible that stupid Hitler was.
There is no word bad enough to call him.
There can't be a person as bad as him.
I hate him so much.
And I hate it when people make fun of the war, or of jewish people, or anything like that.
If they don't take it seriously.
If they agree with that ass of an Hitler. Makes me wanna scratch their eyes out.
It's so heartbreaking. It breaks everytime I read or hear about it.
It's so sad.. So sad..
There's no sigh big enough that can lighten my heart about this..
Anyway =]
I don't want to say only sad things in my blog..
Cause it seems like loads of my blogs are really sad these days..
So something happy; These daily blogs are helping =D
I don't know how..
But since I'm blogging more it seems like I've got something usefull to do =P
(obviously it's not.. But it's easy to fool my mind xD Which is really weird cause without my own mind I can't fool my mind.. So now I think my two brainhalfs don't work together.. Which makes sence cause that would explain a lot of my contrary things xD)
So that's a good thing =D
I'll try to come up with more good things =]
But it's really hard for me to come up with happy things to blog about cause I'm just really confused these days..
I'm really really confused..
But I won't blog about that today cause that would make it a sad blog again =P
Maybe tomorrow..
But for now..
Goodnight
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