Wings

I keep longing and longing for that moment to spread my wings and fly away..

I feel captured, locked..
I feel like a baby..
One that keeps getting forced to hold her parents hands..

A baby girl that can't eat on her own..

I'm tired of other people trying to be responsible for me.
I can take care of myself.
And when I need help, I know how and where to get it.

Leave me alone..
Let me go..

I'm so tired..
I can't sleep enough to catch up..

I feel emotionally drained.
I cry about almost everything..

And there's only on person who can save me.
But it's just impossible..

For now