What is this?

What is this?
What is this wonderful monster within me?
A monster that keeps me in control but on the same time makes me wild?
That makes my brain turn 180 in all directions?
It makes my heart grow double it's size when he says he misses me..
It makes my lungs halter when he says he loves me..
It makes me powerless over my arms when his body touches mine..
What is this weird beautiful monster within me?
And why does it manage to make me cry?
Please keep torturing my fragile soul,
For it longs so much for your attention.
Please keep burning my tender skin,
For it longs so much for your touch.
Please keep messing with my foolish brain,
For it can only be fooled by you.
Please keep loving me,
For I long so much to you.