What..? I think the Hey Hey part is one of the best parts in the whole song allright?
STOP JUDGING ME!
Today was the first day of my internship.
And though my attention-meter is a bit in the minus
(Probably because of the lack of boyfriend I usually have on weekdays, who sorta takes care of 90% of my attention-meter)
I survived!
I survived my first day of being an intern!
I didn't really disslike it.. though I didn't like it either =P
You ever felt mentally tired?
Not because you did so much, but because you did exactly the opposite?
Well that's what I had today..
I bored my ***ing mind out today!
I seriously did!
But I didn't mind.. Cause im still learning there, so I didn't waste my time..
And it's better then working my ass off cause I don't like working my ass off..
I like being proud of myself for something =P
But not when I'm tired.. Just totally takes away the whole fun of it..
I was kinda scared for it.. Still am..
I'm scared I'll get bored to fast of it.. That I won't be able to keep it up for.. 6 months?
Cause that's the total amount I'll be there =O
So yeah, I'm scared to death I'll get bored out of my mind!
I hope I'll get really busy, and yet not too tired..
Anyway..
And I'm quite proud of myself I didn't go crazy missing my boyfriend =D
I used to.. But somehow I managed to give it a place in my mind.
I still miss him, LOADS!
But it's not making me stop what I'm doing every 10 seconds anymore =P
(Gosh.. I'm such a cliché sometimes..)
I think it's also because lately there are so many things that remind me of him..
Like..
Dutch songs, cause he listens to a lot of those
Green grass, because he has this green vest that says "Hahaha" O=] I like that vest xD
Lambs, because we once walked past some lambs and I told they were so cute, and then he smiled at me that was 10 times cuter then those lambs! Hehe =]
And loads of other stuff..
Makes it easier to cope things, cause I get things in my face that remind me of him a few times a day.. It's not the same, but it makes it easier =P
Makes it feel a little tiny bitsy like he's here with me 0=]
HOW CHEESY!
Lots of Love! <3
STOP JUDGING ME!
Today was the first day of my internship.
And though my attention-meter is a bit in the minus
(Probably because of the lack of boyfriend I usually have on weekdays, who sorta takes care of 90% of my attention-meter)
I survived!
I survived my first day of being an intern!
I didn't really disslike it.. though I didn't like it either =P
You ever felt mentally tired?
Not because you did so much, but because you did exactly the opposite?
Well that's what I had today..
I bored my ***ing mind out today!
I seriously did!
But I didn't mind.. Cause im still learning there, so I didn't waste my time..
And it's better then working my ass off cause I don't like working my ass off..
I like being proud of myself for something =P
But not when I'm tired.. Just totally takes away the whole fun of it..
I was kinda scared for it.. Still am..
I'm scared I'll get bored to fast of it.. That I won't be able to keep it up for.. 6 months?
Cause that's the total amount I'll be there =O
So yeah, I'm scared to death I'll get bored out of my mind!
I hope I'll get really busy, and yet not too tired..
Anyway..
And I'm quite proud of myself I didn't go crazy missing my boyfriend =D
I used to.. But somehow I managed to give it a place in my mind.
I still miss him, LOADS!
But it's not making me stop what I'm doing every 10 seconds anymore =P
(Gosh.. I'm such a cliché sometimes..)
I think it's also because lately there are so many things that remind me of him..
Like..
Dutch songs, cause he listens to a lot of those
Green grass, because he has this green vest that says "Hahaha" O=] I like that vest xD
Lambs, because we once walked past some lambs and I told they were so cute, and then he smiled at me that was 10 times cuter then those lambs! Hehe =]
And loads of other stuff..
Makes it easier to cope things, cause I get things in my face that remind me of him a few times a day.. It's not the same, but it makes it easier =P
Makes it feel a little tiny bitsy like he's here with me 0=]
HOW CHEESY!
Lots of Love! <3
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