That's Just The Way It Is

Carnaval was so unbelievebly amazingly AWESOME!
I loved it =D
Had so much fun =D
Met some really nice new people, and I got to spend a whole weekend with my wonderfull boyfriend 0=]
And I didn't get drunk!
Just a bit tipsy.. but That's okay =P

Last night my whole evening was for free!
Free enterance, free drinks, and I even earned €25 xD
Now if that ain't "knowing how to Party" I quit being..
being.. Ehm.. Well I just quit! There!

And now I'm home again =[
Alone.. (Well not alone obviously but it feels like it..)
I thought it was getting easier to say goodbye to my boyfriend everytime..
But today proves me wrong =[
I miss him so much already..
And it feels kinda weird, cause we already see each other more then other couples do! (as we are in the same school, and class)
And still I manage to miss him like crazy!
I'm so in love with him I'm just going to give up on all the other people..
DON'T WORRY!
Ha xD You probably thought I'm going to abandon all my friends ='] You loser..
No.. I'm going to give up on trying to please everybody and prove them wrong that this is not going to fast, and I haven't lost my senses in to some boy.
I love him, I do.
And I'm the one who loves him so I should be the only one to care.
I'm not stupid..

I just want to be around him. That's all =]
We don't even have to do anything, just sitting next to each other would already settisfy me xD
I just want to have him close around me =]
Cause when he is I feel good.
When he is I feel confident.
When he is I feel like me.
When he is I feel happy.
Yes, I'm unrevocibly in love with this boy and nothing is going to stop me ^^,

That's just the way it is!

Over and Out!
- xXx -