Day 15

Day 15 - Goodbye Madeira..

Sooooo... Now I'm home again..
Makes me remember how crowded, pushy, full, "Krenterig", agressive, and what not, can be..
And it made me remember the hard way!
Got up at around 6..
We got off Madeiran lands against 10.. 

Landed in Holland around 4.
I'm sounding really depressed right now..
Somewhat I am, but still I'm happy to be home.
I slept in 10 minutes in my own, lovely, warm, soft bed! Oooh.. how nice that was..
I just sat in my room for a while doing nothing in particular.. 

It feels good to be home!

I closed a period in my life!
I feel so much better now then I did before..
I'm so happy I went after... "Him"..

I've closed that off now. I still think of him, I do.
But in a different way. I can't really let him go, I just can't.
Not that I don't want to! It's just really impossible.

I feel good. I feel SO good!