I'm alive!

I'm alive!

I survived seeing him! Well.. I sort of avoided really looking at him..
annnddd I also didn't speak a word to him.. 

But still..
We sort of ignored each other, but still aknowledged that we we're sitting next to each other.
YES! We were sitting next to each other.. There was an empty seat next to where I sat, annnd he took it.. 

I sort of feel bad for not saying anything. Cause we did text a bit before class, and when he came in I didn't say a thing, not even "Hi" or something..
I gave him one dorky stupid failing little smile.. But that's no talking..

Tomorrow I will talk to him.
One step at a time.

Besides, it's not like he tried to talk with me..
I'm not the only bad guy here..
And when I got the guts to want to say something to him classes were over and he basicly ran out of the room..

It's going to be okay now.
I'm still a bit confused about my feelings though.

I thought it was really sweet! Some of the boys asked me if I was still dating him, and I said no. So they asked why "I" broke up with and I said that he did. And immidiatly they started saying that he was an idiot and if I wanted to they'd kick his ass xD 

Thought that was really sweet =]

Survived classes! Next step, Homework.. God.. haven't had that in a looong looooong time..