Shoot..

Again I didn't talk to him. And I had 2 shots at it, and I didn't take 'em.. 

I feel bad.. 

I haven't talked to him now since.. Saturday evening? 

And I have this weird missing feeling.. 

When I look at him it feels weird. And I don't know what kind of weird, and why weird? 

When I look at him I feel like "a big ball of stuff rolling of a very steep hill"

I can't get a better description.. 

I'm so confused.. It's not unpleasant to have him in the class,

It's just so unpleasant that it's so awkward between us and we can't say a word.

You know what I did find a bit pussy-ass from him?

Apparently a boy asked him if we were still dating, and he said no.

So the boy asked him why not, so he said he should ask me.

Ask me?! What the..?! 

From all people I understand it the least and he sends them to me to explain our break-up? 

HE broke up with me and he sends them to me to explain why?!

Now, if thats just me, but that's wrong. He shouldn't do that.. 

Lam-o..