Where is he..

Where's that somebody when you need it the most..?

I'm so cold.. I'm just so cold..
And alone..
Even in a room full of people, LOUD people, I still feel alone..
And so cold..
Even inside it's cold..
Inside my mind it's cold..
My body is cold..

I feel so alone..

It's unfair that I have to face all these hard moments alone..

I'm shivering..

Why does this all feel like an end, and not like a beginning?

Why am I alone?

My heart is crying.. For weeks it's been crying..
It's becomming worse again..
I just feel so sad all the time..

When is it time for me to really be happy again?
And not just for a few minutes..
Without having to feel guilty afterwards..
Without it being just temporarily..
When can I be lucky again..?

When is it my turn to be lucky..