I hope you know..

I need to cry..
But even my body now knows I've wasted to many tears on you,

to many things..
The tears won't come..

I hope you heard me when I told the girls you could drop dead and you suddenly stood behind me.. 

I hope you know..

I hope you know you're hurting me..
I hope you know what you're doing.. 

I hate you for doing this to me.. 

I hope you know..

Darn tears..

And you.. you just erased me from everywhere..
It's like you don't even know me..
It's like I'm a stranger to you..
Do you have any idea how much you're hurting me?

I've been thinking horrible things about you..
And I feel guilty for it..

I hope you know..

Please, please stop this hurting..
You're the only one who can..

Realise.. Know..