What life is to me?

Well mostly a pain in the ass..

But once the clouds are gone en the sun is out.

Secretly I quite love it..

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

Fishing, Testing or Hurting

I think he's fishing for something from me..
Or testing me..

Why else would he keep talking about when he goes out?
Or that he doesn't remember kissing anybody this weekend?
Or that sometimes he's so deep in thoughts he wakes up from them finding himself kissing somebody?

Why the hell would he think I'd find that interesting?
Why the hell would he think I'd want to even KNOW that.. 
What the hell is his point?
Does he try to hurt me?

I'm not hurt, I just feel tested, and quite a bit awkward.. 
*sigh* And still I'm not surprised by his behaviour..

I was surprised by the apologies though xD

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