What life is to me?

Well mostly a pain in the ass..

But once the clouds are gone en the sun is out.

Secretly I quite love it..

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

I'm Going to Fall.. Where's My Pillow?

Oh boogie o_O
"He" is going to fisnish his year in the same class as me..
I thought he'd go to a different school o_O
Well this changes some things..
It's not that I'm scared I might fall in love with him again when I see him,
Because I won't.
It's not that I'm scared he might still feel something for me,
Because I'm not.
It's not like I'll want to avoid him now that he'll be in the same class as me again
Because I don't.
It's not like I'm really AGAINST him getting in the same class as me..

It's just that I don't know what pose to give when he'll be sort of around me again..
I won't know how to behave..

Do I have to be really nice?
Do I have to ignore him?
Do I have to be mean to him?
Do I just act like nothing ever hapenned?
Do I just.. I don't know..

What's the best thing to do?
Maybe I should really just go with the flow..
See what he does..
But what if he doesn't know either?

Geez! Well at least I still got 2 months to get used to the idea and stuff..


OEH! And I've got a new pillow =D YAY!

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