Weird stuff

Hmm.. My healthinsurance should have been paid two days ago but they still didn't take the money of my account..
Very very weird..
I'm a bit scared that they'll take it AFTER I have to pay my phone-bill.. And then it might be a problem cause I don't know how fast I have to transfer it.. 

IEK! I hate it when things don't go as I planned o_O

Maybe I'm a bit authistic.. No, actually everybody is a bit authistic xD 

I'm reading this book written by a Canadian, and a part of it sets in Amsterdam.
WHOAH! There are SO many things she has wrong!
- There is no such things as bells in our busses our trains, never had those either

- There is no way in HELL, then at night when you go by train from Schiphol Airport to Amsterdam it can be completely dark, there are ALWAYS lights there, it just can't be..

- A nick name for "De Wallen" is not "De Walletjes", I don't know to which dutchie she spoke to, but it's an idiot. If you'd ask for "De Walletjes" in Amsterdam people would stare at you and think you've been on the pod or something.
- Amsterdam is NOT a small city! Maybe compared to London and New York, but that still doesn't mean Amsterdam is a small city!

- Amsterdam is not a car free city, well maybe a big part, but taxi's are allowed..

- Dutchies might bike a lot... But we don't go shopping with our bikes, which Idiot thought of that?
Shopping with a bike?!
They've noticed we bike a lot, but didn't notice that they get stollen even when you're still holding it?!

I can get so worked up when foreigners write about Holland and get it so completly wrong..
That's why I mostly don't even want to read books from foreigners that set in Holland. 

They just practicly raped my country.. 

Yesterday I went to a evening for people who have friends with eatingdisorders.. It was really weird..
Very awkward too.. 

I'm really scared now, I don't want her to become like the girls I've heard talk about.
I don't want her to end op in a wheelchair, I don't want her to stay in a hospital for 2 months because her organs are failing, I don't want to never see her again because she has to be taken in in the clinic.
I can see she's improving. It's hard to really put my finger on it. But she just seems better.
At that talk evening they said it's better not to tell her that she looks good.
And I know she reads this.
But I just honestly want her to know that she looks good. She looks healthy.
Her skin just looks happy, last wensday she we were with some friends.
And I was kind of shocked with how much better she looked since a few months ago.
And this really made me happy. I'm really proud of her. And I love her very dearly.
And I don't give a shit, if she's tall, tiny, fat, skinny, blue, pink or brown. 

As long as she'll be her I'll love her and she'll always be my friend. 

I love you girl!

Crap! I'm getting addicted to the android Alchemy-game and I smell like the wool from my scarf!!
Not that it stinks bad.. But it gets me very distracted.. Teehee xD