Hey baby

Hey baby..

It's me talking. I miss you so much.

If you'd only feel what I do.

I'm glad you understand..

I'm happy I can call you mine.

Where would I be without you?

You know my heart, mind and soul..

I love you like nothing and noone else

You'll always be my baby.

You'll always be my little dreamers journal..

(Amen?)

I can feel my physical health getting less and less by the day. My body is failing on me, and I don't like the feel of it.. at all..

If I could only get back to a healthy rhythm. But I can't cause I'm so tired all the freaking time! And I don't know how to fix that.. so I'm stuck.. great..

Yesterday I went skiing. God just love skiing! I don't like sports.. there is no sport you can wake me up for.. except skiing!! I love it love it love it!! This obviously doesn't mean I'm good at it.. but at least I like it! A LOT!

Bad thing was though, some parts of the piste were very icy.. so I lost control of my skies, according to my dad I made a full turn up in the air and made a smack on the ice with my head, arms and legs laying in a position I'd never get in now.. I couldn't move for a few minutes cause of the pain in my head! I had a light concosion. It felt like my brain was making turns in my head for the rest of the day! I just went back up after that though and didn't fall anymore xD

Tuesday my mum is leaving for Istanbul for 5 days. I think she's very anxious about leaving us alone. But I know it'll be alright and she'll have fun!

Weekend's over again.. yuck..

I feel boring.. I want to extinguish myself..

What do I do that's so incredibly me?

Being lazy?

I love my little journal..

Thank you for always listening to me

Thank you for your unending understanding

Every time I think of my blog, see my blog, or hear or see anything that has to do something with my blog, I get all warm inside.

Thank you

I love you

You're my baby