What life is to me?

Well mostly a pain in the ass..

But once the clouds are gone en the sun is out.

Secretly I quite love it..

Monday, 21 June 2010

I feel SO happy!

I think I'm over him.

I don't love him anymore
I don't need him anymore
I don't want him anymore
I don't love him anymore..

And THAT makes me so SO happy!

I'm free! Free to move on with my life! I can let him go now!
I don't need him anymore!
I don't need him to feed my brain anymore..
I can do without him anymore
I can be my own person again.
I can look at guys without guilt
I can find a new guy who'll be to good for me!

I can't WAIT to feel that tingly whooshy feeling of butterfly's in my stomache again
I can't WAIT to be in love again!
I can't WAIT to feel manly arms around me again
I can't wait to be kissed again..

I feel so happy.. I feel SO happy!
God put a smile on my face again.. 

I don't know how this happened, just this morning I woke up and I was just totally done with it.
I was absolutely done with it.
And for the first time this morning, I didn't wake up thinking of HIM
I didn't spend my breakfast thinking of him!
I didn't spend my "getting ready to leave" of him!
I didn't think of him untill I got on my internship-spot and thought "Hey.. I haven't thought of him yet!"

I am so happy.. I felt like crying, just because it felt so good to be free again..
I'm not saying I like this single-beeing, BECAUSE I WON'T!
I'll NEVER like being single, NEVER!

But it feels so good to be able to let him go.
Let this rest.
I can think about the happy things again now.
I can think about my happy memories now.
 
I hope I'm not jumping to conclusions to fast..

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